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Hey youz,
'You're only cool if you pee your pants'
B. Madison
Have cleaned the blog as was full of some sad and angry stuff that should've gone in personal e-mails (and personal conversations) rather than the world-wide web.
The blog-world is dangerous place as I can start in a 'bleh' mood and when you delete the human element and your companion is a computer screen, reason can be thrown out to allow for escalating nonsense and 'bleh'.
As prompted by some very good friends, I'm thankful that I'm realising that real open , honest communication is something I really need to work on. It's funny, I used to think that I was just sooo honest and sooo righteous because of it.. then i realised that wasn't quite on - that open criticism doesn't equal honesty! Then there was another level of honesty that I was living in for a while where I could still 'flip a switch' and have feelings and stresses that only appeared in my little world of one.
So Rach, welcome to a new level.
So here's me sharing some stuff with yaz. And then there's other stuff that I'll share in other places instead of vomitting it all up on a computer screen.

So... now that's out there...
My day today...
Picked out music for Sunday, cleaned a bit, hung out with Jules, did some computerdora stuff, rearranged the chairs at the Corps (was fun. Looks nicer I reckon), worked on one of the banners we're putting up in the Corps... kept busy! Am hanging out with Kez this arvo. Then have my first softball game... ever!
God is totally showing me that He wants to do the most work in and through me through relationships this summer.
Is a hard one to grasp and have been struggling. Howev, being the funny God He is, opportunities have jumped out of nowhere for me to really speak into people's lives. I need to break off that carp that says that 'projects' are more important than people.
This is awesome! It's going to be a bigger blessing (and a harder task - luckily is not me working, but God) than anything.

So God bless yaz awl!

-rach